Leavings.

During my last semester at McGill, I took a class that focused on environmental poetry. As a student in the Faculty of Science, my four years of university dealt mostly with the realm of the tangible, the concrete, and while I have occasionally enjoyed poetry on my own, this was the first time in my life that I spent a considerable amount of energy exploring what sorts of poetry spoke to me, in what ways, and why. I had previously read some prose by Wendell Berry (his book, The Unsettling of America: Culture & Agriculture, inspired and shaped my early interest in sustainable farming), but over the course of that semester, I grew to love his poetry on deep level as well. He writes about the natural world, about farming, about family, about aging, and about death in a way that makes me feel that he really understands these things, that he has a firmer grasp on the human experience than most people ever manage.

While I was in Portland, Oregon visiting my grandparents last week, I found a copy of the farmer-poet’s most recent collection, Leavings. As Berry is getting on in years, the book contains a lot of reflections on the progression of his life, on aging, on death; this poetry in particular spoke to me as I spent time with my grandparents and had this phase of life on my mind.

He also writes a lot about sense of Place. As I prepare to go to Hawthorne Valley Farm for the next year, Place has been on my mind quite a bit; my role on the farm will be primarily to learn as much as I can about growing vegetables and caring for the dairy herd, but this will also include learning about the farm ecosystem and the fabric of the community in and around the farm. I hope that during my time there I may learn how it feels to form a truly intimate relationship with my Place.

A poem from Berry’s most recent collection, Leavings:

It is hard to have hope. It is harder as you grow old,

for hope must not depend on feeling good

and there is the dream of loneliness at absolute midnight.

You also have withdrawn belief in the present reality

of the future, which surely will surprise us,

and hope is harder when it cannot come by prediction

any more than by wishing. But stop dithering.

The young ask the old to hope. What will you tell them?

Tell them at least what you say to yourself.

Because we have not made our lives to fit

our places, the forests are ruined, the fields eroded,

the streams polluted, the mountains overturned. Hope

then to belong to your place by your own knowledge

of what it is that no other place is, and by

your caring for it as you care for no other place, this

place that you belong to though it is not yours,

for it was from the beginning and will be to the end.

Belong to your place by knowledge of the others who are

your neighbors in it: the old man, sick and poor,

who comes like a heron to fish in the creek,

and the fish in the creek, and the heron who manlike

fishes for the fish in the creek, and birds who sing

in the trees in the silence of the fisherman

and the heron, and the trees that keep the land

they stand upon as we too must keep it, or die.

This knowledge cannot be taken from you by power

or by wealth. It will stop your ears to the powerful

when they ask for your faith, and to the wealthy

when they ask for your land and your work.

Answer with knowledge of the others who are here

and of how to be here with them. By this knowledge

make the sense you need to make. By it stand

in the dignity of good sense, whatever may follow.

Speak to your fellow humans as your place

has taught you to speak, as it has spoken to you.

Speak its dialect as your old compatriots spoke it

before they had heard a radio. Speak

publicly what cannot be taught or learned in public.

Listen privately, silently to the voices that rise up

from the pages of books and from your own heart.

Be still and listen to the voices that belong

to the streambanks and the trees and the open fields.

There are songs and sayings that belong to this place,

by which it speaks for itself and no other.

Found your hope, then, on the ground under your feet.

Your hope of Heaven, let it rest on the ground

underfoot. Be lighted by the light that falls

freely upon it after the darkness of the nights

and the darkness of our ignorance and madness.

Let it be lighted also by the light that is within you,

which is the light of imagination. By it you see

the likeness of people in other places to yourself

in your place. It lights invariably the need for care

toward other people, other creatures, in other places

as you would ask them for care toward your place and you.

No place at last is better than the world. The world

is no better than its places. Its places at last

are no better than their people while their people

continue in them. When the people make

dark the light within them, the world darkens.

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